Interpret:

My Dying Bride

Album:

A Line Of Deathless Kings

An unfortunate journey 
Through a bleak sea of loneliness 
I carved through the waves of grief 
In a black vastness of self doubt 


I have never felt so alone 
So pitiful and wretched and low 
I'm tried by a terrible wind 
The misery and the pains blow 


Fill my vast sails of ruin 
Steer me toward a bleak end 
A horizon of purples and reds 
The still waters of my welcome end 


The clouds of grey come overhead 
A storm will hunt me down 
And rip the guts out of my body 
That I would surely drown 


The unforgiving wind searches 
And lashes me like a whip 
The self-pity overwhelms me 
My heart sinks like a ship 


Thrashing out at torment and pain 
The maddened sea engulfs me 
I let myself be swallowed up 
The magnificent weight upon me 


Deeper I go, deeper down 
Didn't think it could get any blacker 
The cold bites, the pressure builds 
I think I no longer matter 


Can't tell if my eyes are open or closed 
The grieving waters swallow 
The pain I'm in through my life of sin 
The Devil will doubtless follow 


Loneliness is agony 
For those of you who know 
A war of grief and sadness rages 
Through mind, body and soul 


When lovers die and friendships fade 
When kin all lie forgotten 
The gates of agony spew forth 
Your memories, stinking and rotten 


So deep now i feel so numb 
I'm ravaged by utter loss 
The guilt, the grief, the astounding pain 
My body, they all will wash 


I hope I ne'er return to life 
Oh, Christ just let me go 
Let death devour my simple soul 
Lest my misery grow 


I quietly leave. A lonely sight 
Relieved of all my guilt 
To join a wall of deepest Hell 
The Devil himself has built.